"She was filled with regret before she died. She felt like she’d failed us as a mother tremendously."
"Did she say something to you about it?"
"She never said anything, so I don’t have any tangible proof that she had regrets. But she had a very bad substance abuse problem. And I know she always wanted to be a good mother. So I separate my mom from her disease. I always imagine that my mom and an alcoholic were living in the same body. And I know that my mom loved us. And that she hated the alcoholic."
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i like raw selfies. i like looking at pictures where you can see all the details in your face and when you have used hardly any touch ups at all. i like looking at faces that have traces from the sun. faces that look worn but still healthy. i get freckles on my lips in the summer. i really like that.
"I am where I need to be."